Well, the job interview I went on that I felt went fantastic did not result in my dream job. However, the principal said that I was second on the list and I definitely wowed her in my interview but the board ultimately chose someone with more experience. I don't understand how you are supposed to gain experience if no one will hire you. When I got that phone call the other day it rocked me to my core. I cried for hours AT WORK which made me feel selfish but that was my dream. When she told me that I wasn't picked it felt like someone punched me in my stomach. Dramatic yeah...but no less real. I was truly devastated.
My bosses obviously knew that it was something that meant a lot to me and when they come back from lunch that day they kind of offered me a raise. Basically for each deal done successfully I will get extra money on my paycheck. We have had 10 successful deals this month so thats extra cash money for me. I truly appreciate their thoughtfulness, and I still feel selfish for being bummed out about the other job.
I called my mom crying and she was like its one door closing but it doesn't mean others wont open up. I really freakin hate that saying...seriously!
However, as I was on my way home the assistant texted me and said they just had another resignation to be on the look out for that job opening. Today (7-25) the principal emailed me and told me my interview was a pleasure and to please keep applying. I felt like she was giving me a hint so I checked the website, and sure enough there was the job posting. I applied but I am not expecting anything.
I can't get that excited again because that rejection hurt worse than any break up I'd ever experienced. All I can do is try my best at whatever it is I'm doing. So yeah, technically that door slammed in my face, but I got a raise and there's another opportunity knocking.
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I don't mean to add fuel to the fire, but all the signs are pointing in the right direction about the 2nd posting and being prodded and pointed towards it by the hiring staff themselves.
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oh hun, I am so sorry you didn't get that job! I know that saying sucks, the second one is so much more true! keep your chin up, they wouldn't have told you that you were second if it wasn't true and i bet you'll get the other position! i almost got my dream job earlier in the year and they offered it to me but because we were going to australia and the dates we were away were important for me to be there (admin at a school) i couldn't accept it, i was absolutely devastated. it was better money than i was making, i would get small summers off to be with my hubby (teacher) and it was a normal(ish) day job and i wanted it so bad, it broke my heart to not accept and i felt so cheated because they had picked me. i kept looking though and though i am not working in a school, i'm working in admin making much MUCH better money (no summers, oh well thats life right) but i am so happy that it worked out. i know its not the same and i know most people don't dream about working in admin, but its what i love. so really girly chin up i promise it will all work out!
ReplyDeleteKeep the faith! Better things are always on the horizon and lok at you getting a raise without even asking!!! How sweet is that!!!
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you didn't get the first position, but here is to wishing good thoughts to the other posting! They obviously like you if they are telling you about it and to keep applying!
ReplyDeleteI know this is not what you wanted but as you said, it will eventually work out. Just to kind of give you some hope... My current employer was one that I dreamt of working for. I applied for 2 years for at least 30-50 positions, checking the site daily! This is a very large employer by the way and most people never leave because the benefits are amazing. I got one interview the first year and that particular position (which is the same title as my current job, just a different division) did not pay enough for me to leave the job I had at that time. It killed me to pass up. The next year I interviewed for the same position thinking the pay offer would be the same but I was miserable at my job there so I was willing to leave. They offered me almost exactly what I was making! I left immediately. Just an example to never stop! Congrats on the raise by the way! Sounds like the place you work now at least cares about you, very important.
ReplyDeleteDon't be sad, and it's ok to be excited, rejection hurts, but that's what makes getting what you want all the much better! Here's hoping for you, Fingers Crossed.
ReplyDeleteWishing you so much luck on your second interview. You'll get it in good time (but we think it's going to be this time!!) Happy Monday :)
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Total bummer on that first job, but the fact that they told you about the 2nd opportunity and the principal even hinted at it. That is great news, fingers crossed on this second opportunity. And congrats on your raise too :)
ReplyDeletehope there's better things to come. I got turned down too from a job I was trying to get and it was exactly what i needed. but nope jobs sometimes always ALWAYS have someone in mind when they do the ad
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry that it didn't work out, but best of luck in this new opportunity! Hopefully it will be the right one for you!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about the job! But congrats on the raise, and I know you'll get the right job for you eventually. I know no one likes to hear it, but everything does happen for a reason :)
ReplyDeleteI know its hard not to dwell on the negative, but the right opportunity will come at the perfect time. Keep working hard and putting yourself out there. I remember when I graduated from school I was in the same situation and had no work experience. I hustled my ass off and found internships and volunteered (even on my birthday!) and had to cut my hours at my other job to work for free. It was a huge struggle but it definitely paid off. I know the same will happen for you just keep pushing and keeping doing everything you possibly can to make yourself the best candidate :)
ReplyDeleteI hate that also! How are we to get experience if no one will hire us?! It drives me crazy!!
ReplyDelete"I'll get there eventually but it's finally okay that I am not there right now." Yes, girl! It's hard when you see everyone else doing what YOU want to be doing... but the more important thing is to just keep going until you get it for yourself, too - and it'll happen!!! :D
ReplyDeleteYes the experience thing is such a hard one it seems. Apprenticeship hardly exists anymore and you need someone to take that chance on you. I'm glad to hear the there's still positive things happening in the job world for you!
ReplyDeleteIm so sorry to hear about this! Great things are around the corner!!!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you didn't get the job :( BUT there is another opportunity and the principle DID email you so that alone says something! Keep your chin up and hopefully this next one will be just what you're looking for!
ReplyDeleteCheer up, buttercup. Something awesome is in the cards for you, I can feel it. ;)
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